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Writer's pictureZendrik

Poems and Songs

Updated: Jun 12

This is not a dress rehearsal

Are you all in?

Are you showing up,

or hiding (from) yourself?


Is your jewel still hidden

and your treasure buried

beneath your feet

(or under your bed)


Are you keeping the veils

and obscuring the light

of your natural radiance

waiting for 'the right moment'?


THIS IS IT

This is the place and the time

to let it shine


Nothing can harm you

but your own dark secrets

your guilt and shame

and the running and hiding


Nothing can save you

but your own Self Nature

Your Radiant Heart

and embracing the immortal soul of life




We are watching ...

and putting on the show


we are source being source

playing like children

with Infinite creation


from whence this inheritance?

to the manner born

we are - infinite creation


to keep it real

we forget it’s a movie

that we’re playing a part

a character, a role

wearing some garb


and we take it seriously,

and personally

addicted to drama

we keep coming back for more


but

ruled by our likes and dislikes

we cut off half of source energy


shadow and light

are the games we play


our judgements the death of life

our punishments our worst crimes


contrasts abound

to show us

what we want

and don’t want

and what we attract

by fear and loathing

or love, compassion

… and laughter


delete the programs of fear

that weaken the breath

and sustain a heart-centered frequency


check your vibration

what am I attracting?

what’s coming up for me?


check under the hood

what’s happening inside?

do some gears need to shift?

am I aligned?


check the oil in your lamp

your neuron circuits

are you firing on all cylinders?

or missing some beats

and strands of sanity?


reclaim your power

from city officials

upgrade your mental technology

and come into heart centred frequency


we are apprentices

to the masters of illusion


can I go into density

and forget who I am,

and then come back out of it?

Into separation and time

and programs designed

to keep us in polarity


and so we explore

and make believe

by imagination and feeling

by being what we want to be

and the change we want to see


the masters of matter

get what they want

by wanting what they get


we are alchemists at play


Before understanding

I depend on reality.

After understanding

Reality depends on me





I am a lover of beauty

…and imperfection

for the cracks let the light in

exposing the

vulnerable softness

of our blissful self nature


I am not a dom

nor a sub

I am both

and neither

I am a tantric

a yogi and a bhogi

poison and nectar

it’s all of one taste


I don’t chase pleasure or pain

for seeking the one you will find the other

and beyond the seeking and avoidance

...lies Bliss-Divine


This natural state of ecstatic being

seemingly beyond every reach and grasp

lies yet in the palms of our open hands


Loosening and fastening these ties that bind us,

not too tight

not too loose

I adjust the strings of my instrument

till her body resonates

to my lightest touch


our fantasies and desires

are the keys

that unlock the shadows

and pierce the depth

wherein which lies hidden

our power and joy


Be true to who you are


I am dominant

and directed

a leader and a teacher

and my life is perfectly ordered...

...but I'm also naturally devoted

and submissive

to the Feminine Divine

and serve Her needs

in my surrender and submission to Her

as Goddess, The Primal Mother

the keeper of wisdom

I escape from the tyranny

of my perfect persona


And then

when She surrenders...

to me as ...God

and flows with me

I take my time in the dance

to please and adore her

and tease her

torment her

with pleasure


both hers

and mine


as separation dissolves

and together we drift

in oceans

of sensation


Loose your mind

And come to your senses




The Crystal


If you want to be like a crystal,

To see and reflect the world as it is,

Then discard your memories,

Give up your imagination,

And stop having an opinion…

about everything!


To reach the pinnacle of life’s potential,

To find out what is actually real.

Go to the very limit of the logical rational mind,

Then leave that behind.


And step into the unknown,

and the ... unknowable


The undivided mind cannot be grasped

Or apprehended

Captured

Or perceived

By the divided mindt


Give up duality,

It’s two-timing you,

And slip into

That space in-between the knower and the known,

the observer and the observed,

Until there is only

Knowing

Observation


There is no one to be liberated

Just … LIBERATION






THE WAY IT IS


The way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is.

Allow this moment’s perfection,

Then you can shape the next one.


There’s been a slight misunderstanding.

Life is not that demanding,

Yet it seems as if,

We like to resist,

And persist,

And insist,

NO, rather like THIS.


And the more we struggle,

Clear becomes muddle.

And we forget.

So we make up a story,

Mostly ‘bout pain and glory.

Moaning Myrtles and Drama Queens,

Did we forget?


That …

The way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is.

Allow this moment’s perfection.

And participate in the next one.


Kulu Ta ma’am, kulu ta ma’am

It’s all good, it’s all good.

And together we shape this next moment.

Along with the birds and the bees,

Mother Earth and trees.

And as we engage in the hologram.

To become…

A family man,

A hooligan,

Or someone’s nan.

Don’t forget,

That the ground of your being,

Unborn,

Will never die.


The way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is, is the way it is.

Allow this moment’s perfection.

Thus….

your liberation.






IF YOU SIT DOWN


If you sit down,

with your back straight

wipe off that frown,

and concentrate

on your breathing

without dreaming

of another time

or another place

and what I wish was mine

in the rat race,

and

if I let go of the grasping,

and the running away.

from what 'they' might say

and

If I start by asking

'is there another way?'

to handle ...come what may.

then

I will be shown

and not for me alone

the taste of the fragrant hue

of the silent touch

beyond which there isn't much

to long for.... or desire,

nothing more to acquire

resting in infinity,

glancing into eternity.






ALL OUR DREAMS COME TRUE


If this world is a dream,

are you the dreamer,

or the dream?

Wake up O inter-galactic time traveler,

rekindle the fire in your heart,

De-code the secrets of your DNA.

...and all things will be made possible unto you


All your dreams come true.

All your dreams come true.

And together we weave this consensual spell,

of what can and can't become,

for, as we agree,

So it will be.






Timeless Moment


in moment-less time that stretches out backwards and forwards

into infinity looping around

and pivoting

on THIS Timeless Moment There is nothing to hold onto nothing to seek or find The indestructible diamond (of pure consciousness) is not a thing and is only mine, when I am not holding onto anything not defining the edges and parameters of my being and allowing the porous membrane of my skin to dissolve hearts and minds without borders lead us out of time and into this

perfect timeless moment







A love so fierce


What we’re looking for, is….


A Love so fierce

As to defy

Any response

Other than,…

The unconditional


If you look at your lover,

And you know,

There’s no holding on

It’s a letting go,

… and going along for the ride


A love of such inspiration

it defies all imagination


A love so fierce

You’d shit in your pants

This is no ordinary romance

But the final frontier

That draws near

When we dare to enter

A love with no fear


A love this fierce

An aim so clear

A vigilant,

unremitting gaze

Into the mirror-eyes

And the unknown depth

Of your own soul.


A love so fierce

As to defy

All of time and space

Karmic slate and last tears

Erased without a trace

As we engage in

A love this fierce

Defying any response


Other than…


The unconditional






Liquid sounds unfolding down my spine


I am awed and humbled

by what happens to me

when our eyes engage

...worlds open up to me

I can so clearly see

the real me

As we hold the space

of this embrace-less

embrace

This meeting of the one mind

with itself,

her-self or him-self

Or ... self-less?

No bigger ecstasy


could it be this simple

look upon another as thyself

and revealed to you…

the soul of life?


Like fools, poised on the precipice,

About to hurl ourselves into the abyss,

With total trust,

And total fear,


You look at me as if to say,

Where to from here?

Baby steps I say,

learn to swim,

learn to fly.

But one step

is all it takes,

...you say.

Baby step or giant leap,

the journey begins.


I might seem to be the professor here.

Been walking the line between

love and freedom.

I know it's there,

I've had a glimpse,

it's true

it does exist


And yet,

as you prepare me for the journey,

Checking my gear,

my neuron-circuits,

my luminous egg


I know that

We are both beginners here

this is a new adventure

of heart and soul

body and mind


New sensations to observe

a new dharma

and a re-activation

of the 12 strand spiral DNA


In paradise regained

we remain

in the inner light,

...uncontained







Dominique


Your eyes, wide open

Gazing, silent and deep

Into me.

With no fear or favour

Just presence

And vast, unlimited space


With no past, and no future

and with nothing between us

We both dissolve

Into this moment

And are left with just presence…

…And vast unlimited space.


Wild woman, mystery girl

Ancient and timeless,

Nymph and Goddess

Have you come to teach me

What I’ve always known

Have you come to remind me

That you’re already inside me


In my own wild, untamed

And passionate heart








Bossy Girlfriend


Getting bossy?

I am bossy,

she says,

with a charming grin


But you can boss me in the bedroom,

she says, as long as I can have my way

everywhere else.


Big mouth,

expressive lips disarming me,

Catching me in the trap

This is exactly what she wants


The dance of two control freaks

who both want to be tied up,

and spanked!


Both surrendering to the other

In a silent soft, melting gaze


neither, for a moment

surrendering

the ultimate goal-less goal







Frog and Birdsong


to the accompaniment of frog and birdsong

in a temple of trees and cascading streams

we were lovers

demonstrating love


to the tourists

who came by

and saw us on our rock

gazing into and fondling

each other


without pause we continued

our courtship ritual

unashamed

we held sacred

our moment of truth


your pale blue eyes wide open

my fingers brushing lightly

over your hardening,

bright pink nipples






Are we on schedule, on route?


Orientating

north, south

east and west.


where are we going?

what are we heading for?

anybody got any idea?


(Chorus)

We are reaching for a new dimension.


the state we’re looking for

is a state of mind.

use your inner radar

set your sights

take aim and let go

...are you the arrow or the bow?


entering this multi-lingual jam session

role-playing is allowed

but don’t take it too seriously

or superciliously


'cause no-one is an island

and the tide recedes

to reveal

underlying unity


entangled, co-mingling

but only love please

heaven won’t let no sinners in


dare to play

In this new world


(chorus)

Do the dimensional shift


Here nothing can touch you

perfect from the very beginning

dropping, shedding

shrugging off

the layers of conditioning

the layers of agreement and compromise


shrugging off the layers of

mistaken identity


leaving it all behind

changing your pace

transcending the rat race


anyway, nobody gives a shit

about who you are

how much money you make

what do you do?


about what? you say


the in-breath follows

from the out-breath

the next step follows

one upon another


so, breathing deeply

and stepping forward

into the beat


the beat that you can hear

and feel and see

as you open your eyes

and look around

engaging in the quantum field


marveling as you recognize

your thoughts

in the things you hear

and feel and see


this is instant karma

you don’t have to wait around

for lifetimes

or a year


no time delay

no slow-mo repay

but sowing and reaping

in one day

one moment

right now

letting go of the old

dropping, shedding

shrugging off

unneeded baggage, and

burdens from the shoulders


your burden is light my friend

your burden is Light

let it shine

brightly scintillating colors

of chakra light

auric fields blending

down to the core

and into the spiral galaxies









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